Monthly Archives: February 2016

Wow The Journey Takes A Turn

Markitza: The Search For Truth

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It seems like forever since I last wrote a blog. I am happy to report that after much searching and hitting several brick walls, Lynna and I finally found a place to call our home. I am originally from Florida, but since the last 2 years I have been away, so much has changed, and that includes the rental situations. The soaring prices and scams made it almost impossible to rent a place, we ended up staying in hotels paying exuberant prices in areas that were less than acceptable and found ourselves almost rethinking our move.

For starters we had to rent a storage to place our belongings in fear of having our car vandalized and after a typical down pore and weather system, our little Trixie (we named our car I know, lol)  got soaked due to the compromised rubber seals from the carrier we had placed on her…

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Wow The Journey Takes A Turn

Markitza: The Search For Truth

palm trees1491670_10154117147989734_534906402465684988_n

It seems like forever since I last wrote a blog. I am happy to report that after much searching and hitting several brick walls, Lynna and I finally found a place to call our home. I am originally from Florida, but since the last 2 years I have been away, so much has changed, and that includes the rental situations. The soaring prices and scams made it almost impossible to rent a place, we ended up staying in hotels paying exuberant prices in areas that were less than acceptable and found ourselves almost rethinking our move.

For starters we had to rent a storage to place our belongings in fear of having our car vandalized and after a typical down pore and weather system, our little Trixie (we named our car I know, lol)  got soaked due to the compromised rubber seals from the carrier we had placed on her…

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How I Am Feeling

Markitza: The Search For Truth

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Many people ask these days how I have been feeling since my detransition? Well to tell you the truth, I have not really thought too much about it, I mean, I know I am fine in so many ways, but I have not really dig deep, really deep, to find out what is going on inside after so many years on Testosterone and not on any HRT for the past 3 months. I have always had the ability to tune things out, not allow people or things to hurt me, I shut off like a light switch, it’s has always been an easy thing for me to do. Furthermore, I find it’s a great defense mechanism, and one that allows me to deal with things when I am ready to do so.

I have a very analytical personality, one that allows me to analyze things in life. Yet another side…

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Full Circle

Markitza: The Search For Truth

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Transitioning has been a tool for my spiritual growth. I have learned so many things about me, from my likes and dislikes, to my inner most needs. Transitioning has also helped me through my asbergers and other behavioral issues that were brought into the forefront while facing many of the challenges in my life. I know I still have may things to work through, but I feel that I have finally been able to come full circle.

The many relationships I have had as Mark were challenging and there to help me evolve and grow as a human being. I have faced many dark nights and issues that I did not want to see, but was forced to, but grateful they happened. I have now learn that I am the most important person and that I don’t need to place myself second anymore. I am worthy of love and to…

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Detransitioning, Now What?

Markitza: The Search For Truth

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Since last November, I reconnected with feelings that started back in May of last year and then finally I proceeded with my detransition process. So many  of you may ask what now, how can you undo all of the changes you created? Will you get breast implants, and how will you get rid of your beard and body hair? Will your hair grow back? These are just a few of the questions I have gotten from those that know me, and to be honest they have also hovered over my mind as well.  It took 6 months from me to change from Maritza to Mark, hormone therapy took 3 months and I had a full blown beard, my body hair sprouted just like that wonderful Christmas present most do not want, you know the one, the Shia pet. My voice although always deep when I was living as a female…

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